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The troubles of dating for a polyamorous introvert.

First thing's first. This isn't going top apply to everyone with an introverted persona. my experience, my thoughts, and, my ideals are on display here. I can't think of a better title sadly. This will also be from a straight introverted polyamorous male perspective. I'm sure these things have eben said before, and honestly this is more of a true journal post on my frustrations with the world as it is now.   So, dating is one of the HARDEST things in the world for me, and always has been. Recently I found out that a contributing factor might be Asperger's syndrome, but, since it's not professionally diagnosed I'm not going to use that as an excuse, but it may have something to do about my irrational fear that I am going to outline. It's incredibly hard for me to start a conversation about the subject of a first date. Part of this is definitely due to the fear of rejection that EVERYONE has, but certain people can just turn off. While the rest of the p...
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Google's Ideological Eco Chamber?

So, I'm coming into this story late. Having just read the condensed version that Gizmondo published I feel that I can weigh in on two things. One, The text of the memo was mostly reasonable. The ending and conclusions were a bit more right slanted then I was expecting to see, but, this brings me to point 2. Kate Conger, in leaving out the graphs and external links, has changed the memo to make it seem politically and emotionally charged and more like a manifesto. While I haven't gone out of my way yet to see all the research and links at the moment, I can't make an assumption  on the motivation or research level of the memo, but, with the attempt to provide alternative solutions, I can only assume that he had shown evidence of his points. Kate conger on the other hand starts the article with the sensational headline of "...Here's The Full 10 Page Anti-Diversity Screed...". Kate has already painted the reader into a negative portrait of the writer James Damor...

If he lived day 3?

Sorry for leaving you all. I just got extremely busy with life. I haven't really seen my "Brother" for at least a week. I... I suppose I should tell you about my work. I work for a defense contractor, I have reason for suspicion, but, I will say, I don't deal with sensitive information. I answer a phone for grunts who lost their password or, can't figure out how to sign up. This is a job with tons of security, pun intended. We also sell software to the armed forces, though i don't handle any of that. There's a separate IT department for that, classified material and all. I was offered a job back there, because i already had access to the clearance, but, I wanted to be away from the rigors and stress that came with all that. You can't help but to gossip about what you don't know, so the others speculate that we're building guidance software, or a program that will be instrumental in the zombie apocalypse. Well, I'm sure it's more som...

A goodbye to childhood?

Taking a break from the story I've been building, I just found out about the passing of Gene Wilder. This man was a very influential and, franky, idolize person for me. He is one of the people I wanted to emulate. Witty and quick with a smile, he was an icon of comedy for many. So, for my part I say thank you to him and his legacy. I shall miss you greatly. Goodbye to a great man, and, goodbye to the actor that gave me the most smiles throughout my life. I'll be back to the story in a couple days. right now, I need time to think.

If He Had Lived: Day 2

Well… I met him. It's an event that I shall never forget. Emblazoned in my memory, every detail of the night. I arrived on Broadway, the Green Lounge was a newer bar there, A two level building that sprung up while I was in the Air force. Gentrification had started to effect my old neighborhood. Well, Not really, My mother lived in this area, still does really, but, the point is the neighborhood was becoming unrecognizable. Hip people in fine clothes coming to a part of town where just years ago they would have been afraid to tread. We used to have an insult growing up based on the amount of prostitutes that walked these streets at night, and now, I see none. Corporate interests have definitely over taken the area. “I wonder how many people were displaced by this?” I thought as I made my way to a small line in front of the club. Music was audible through the walls, but not trance, or dance, or any other kind of pounding base, but, a more 70's tone. I can't quite ...

If He Had Lived: Day 1

It's been a long time. My brother emailed me today, he included a picture, He's looking really good these days. He's now a lawyer. Seems like the total opposite of his youth. Sorry, I suppose you need background, my brother is two years younger then I am. My parents tell tales of how when he was born, the first person to touch him aside from the doctors, and before he was cleaned off was me. I nearly lept from my father's arms to give him a kiss and welcome him to the world. Soon after our mother had been declared unfit by the courts and my father was given sole custody of my brother and I. We grew from there, but, him being younger made him slightly resent me, and, since I was a paragon, he became a renegade. Always disobeying our father and being energetic. He once broke his collar bone wrestling with a cousin on a bed while going for a drop kick and hitting the bed spring. He was always a clown, Quick with a smile and a joke to try to diffuse the situ...

So you Want to Cheat at Blood Bowl CE?

First off, this guide is only here for those of you whom have played Blood Bowl and enjoyed it, but, feel as though the single player is really imbalanced. DO NOT USE THIS IN MULTIPLAYER!! I am not going to be the one who ruins your fun with a Regenerating team of Monsterous Minions, so don't do this to others. This guide is also Specific to Campaign mode. I don't know if cup has different ids for your Team or Player ID, so with that, and the obligatory, "I don't own the Blood Bowl Licence  And Blood Bowl Chaos Edition belongs to Games Workshop," out of the way on with the general info. Want the Video Guide? First thing's first, you need something to hack. Start a Campaign (Once again see above,) and buy your players. (Race doesn't matter for this, so go nuts.) Second, once you have a team, Save and exit the game. Third, If you have a SQL browser/editor then open it, if not, this is what I use . Fourth, open player Listings, in the program I use go to ...